I am broken hearted now, but I know that eventually all will be well. I just need to trust God to mend this heart of mine, which is scared and deeply wounded. I need to learn to totally surrender all to Him and to trust in Him completely.
I'm still feeling so selfish that I could have stopped when I could but I didn't. I'm guilty by breaking her heart and leaving her heart-broken. Although I know that God has forgiven me after I confessed to Him, I'm still having this guilt-feeling over me.
Right now all I can do is to completely trust in the LORD to heal our hearts. I just hope that we could continue as best friends, just like old times. Though I don't know what the future may hold for us, I know that whatever God's plan is, His is the best.
I thank God for bringing her, who is really a God-sent, into my life. She impacted me in such a way that is beyond my comprehension. She showed me what and how it is like to be in love. I thank God that she love me for who I am and being so understanding.
My best friend, my hat's off to you. Thank you for touching my life. I still love you as your best friend.
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